My Twin Flame

Weakness

Posted on 21st December 2011 in Emotions, Inspirational, Self motivation

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Sometimes I wonder, if knowing “The Truth” is a blessing or a path of challenges that need to alter my state of mind even further, in order to achieve a strategy.

As I sit on my comfortable bed, I start to wonder “Why” and “How”??

The wonder within my head starts to increase with questions, guesses, answers, and pointless thoughts. I begin to realize that my head is not my mind. My mind is powerful with insightful knowledge. A database of the source.

I start to research the burning questions, the urge of an answer.

As I sit and wonder, I also sit and research. I become open with the unknown and try to understand what I need to understand. I come to realize that this world does not need complete understanding.. What we need, are the understandings of what makes us grow.

Being fearless and open to the experiences, being able to embrace what is being presented to you is a challenge at times.

Knowing the knowledge you desire, will place you in odd places in your life. This experience will open up different portals within your mind, It will expand as new, vast knowledge running through your veins, blood and body. It is a quick speed of electricity that converts into a powerful energy. The energy is released within me and explodes through-out. The explosion creates great harmony within me.

The weakness is gone. I feel joy.

Weakness is everywhere, we must not catch it. We must be strong.

Weakness is a beginning point, that converts into strength.

Strength always overcomes weakness.

As I write this, I realize something beautiful.

“Life” is a school.. We are taught how to live, We educate ourselves, and we learn our purpose and/or truth.

Weakness is only the source of origination for strength. We need weakness to build strength..

Weakness is merely a stepping stone leading towards strength..

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Being who I am

Posted on 7th December 2011 in Emotions, Inspirational, Self motivation

I am who I am, although the world today is too quick to judge.

I am different, Unique and diverse in so many ways. I am limitless. I am Trinity. I broke away from being a Human.

I am an eagle that soars anywhere and everywhere. I have no limits nor boundaries. I take risks and learn from the outcome, whether good or bad.

People are quick to judge my actions and decisions. What people lack to understand, when I take an extreme leap into an unknown path, it is for a reason. My path was never created to be a stable one. It’s created with great excitement, A Grand purpose, and strategies. I could never be bored with life as it takes me to so many levels with enlightenment through-out my path.

I love being who I am, although people are quick to not understand my decisions.. What people lack to see, is that this world needs no understanding of others decisions, what matters is your own. We grow from them, not into them.

I am diverse. I love being different and Unique. I love who I have become. I am in heavenly bliss with myself.

When we endure the pleasure of who we are and what we have become, it becomes a pleasure within all realms. We become more aware of who we are and our surroundings. It is like you have awaken from a deep sleep. You awaken to a cruel reality and ask yourself, “How we became oblivious to it all and tolerate it for a very long time”.

Life is made for the experience.

Life is made to be enjoyed.

Life is made to learn.

You are made to be a Leader.

I love being who I am, because I am me. No-one can live me but me.

This is truly beautiful, as it is you being you!!

Natural inner beauty is the way to go!

My escape

Posted on 23rd November 2011 in Inspirational, Self motivation

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My escape became an addiction.

My escape became an addiction of many controversies.. Controversies within…

I became addicted in asking questions and demanding answers.. Something like “Neo” in “The Matrix”.

My addiction became so intense that I started to question Spirituality. The questions became quests to small adventures of knowledge and vast expansion of the mind. An expansion so deep, that i do not possess the words to describe such experience.

My escape grew deeper within. The hole became very dark and wide. I am fearless, I dove in with great pleasure.

I woke up to a beautiful experience and a horrific truth. A truth too horrific, it forced me to become more aware and alert of all that is taking place around and within me.

The door of glory was around the corner, but I had to pass the dark tunnel to get to my inner/outer peace.

The experiences, losses and gains were worth my journey and path. I have come to terms with my decisions to maintain my whole peace.

My escape, is a place that I created within my soul.

A place I imagine my Own.

A place where I find my inner happiness.

A place of inner contentment.

I believe everyone should create an inner “Happy” place to maintain the inner balance needed within.

Combining God with Goddess….

Posted on 17th November 2011 in Inspirational, Twin Flame

Imagining how it would be to love again is not as difficult as I thought it would be.

As I lay on my bed, imagining how it would be to have an addition, an enhancement within my life. I close my eyes and I all I see is dark, pitch black space/ nothing. I relax……

My imagination runs wild, like a little child in a huge white room with tons of paint brushes painting the room. The child runs with its innocence with a smile and blissful feeling. I start to create and imagine in my mind while laying on my bed.

I begin to see myself walking. I am walking by myself. As I walk, i see myself in another place that is unfamiliar and unknown to me. As I walk, I feel the warm breeze and the sun as it starts to warm my golden light brown skin. I find myself walking on a sidewalk. The sidewalk starts to lead to a small walking park. It seems to be a park that enters a city.

As I walked, I start to appreciate the scenery around me. I see how beautiful nature is, no matter where nature lye’s.

I start to smell the breeze that carries the scent of wild flowers. I sense how nature is responding to the loving vibrations I provide to it. I smile.

I start to walk and I happened to see you. You were in the park but on the opposite side of where i was walking. I could see you in-between the small bushes. You were tying your shoe. You then proceeded to walk.

I started to analyse your ways in walking, the way you embraced nature, and your smile of happiness. You have this genuine natural style about yourself. It is vibrant and seen by many. These are the couple of highlights I seen of you within the moment. Your confidant walk and style has me wanting to approach you.

I walk to where you were walking. I smile and stopped you.

I looked into your eyes and you kindly said, ” Hi…. can I help you?” I said “Yes, I wanted to know if you wanted a walking partner?” You smiled graciously and said “Yes”.

We started to talk and walk. The more we walked, the more conversations of similar and like minded beings, we seem to be. The conversations we held were endless.. Conversations I strive to have with others with no luck, I was able to have with you within seconds..

We walked and talked for hours. As I felt the butterflies within my stomach, I refused the feeling of “butterflies or lov-ish stuff”.

We became friends…

I then started to open my eyes while lying on my bed. As I lay there, I smile thinking of how beautiful it will be to meet you one day. My best friend, the one that understands and will stick by me as any best friend would.

I close my eyes to have one last imagination/manifestation.

I start to imagine…..

You and I sitting and drinking hot Organic herbal tea.

Again, we are enjoying the moments we are enduring together. Our different but similar backgrounds bring us to learn more and more of each-other. Teaching each-other different views and points in life. Discussing who we are and where we come from.

As we draw closer and closer as friends. I find myself generating loving energy and releasing it towards you. You feel the energies from my body towards yours. You receive it in delight, feeling my strong energies- having us wanting each-other increasingly by the second.

We begin to kiss.

Our kiss started passionate. It was a kiss of bliss. We immediately felt the passion

My blood cells could not run as fast. The adrenaline rush felt incredible. My skin tingled with ecstasy. Your lips are of honey and delicate.

I opened my eyes…….. Alone, laying on my bed with a smile….

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I love the Universe, the power of Manifestation, and Imagination…

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Passion Within

Posted on 13th November 2011 in Inspirational, Self motivation, Twin Flame

Passion runs through my veins and into my………..

As I sit here and look at this screen, I think to myself, how much I love to express myself through my writings. It is a relief to have an outlet and run with words to describe what it is that I am thinking about or even miss in my life. I believe we all miss people, situations or memories in some way, shape or form. I believe we think about, “What could have been or could have”?

I sit thinking why the world is so chaotic, everyone seems confused or desiring an easy way out. It seems lifeless, without a purpose.

A life without a purpose, strives no passion. Passion is the fuel that creates that fire within.

The fire that burns inside and has us create that inner courage we strive, in order to be able to continue.

I sometimes miss the times of being “in love”. I miss the times that I enjoyed the company of a being. I also remember that “burning sensation” of burning passion and blood rush. I sit at times daydreaming of the same memory clips but with someone “unknown”. Someone that I have never seen in my life but imagine within my mind. I then, begin to feel that burning sensation, that passion. I enjoy my inner sensations of being me and it is a blissful feeling.

I know that the Universe will provide all of us

Re-Creations

Posted on 26th October 2011 in Emotions, Inspirational

Withstanding how much I miss you is harder then I thought!

Re-creating who I am is the most challenging task, I had to ever take!

Re-creating who I am and remembering who I was, is very difficult. Knowing truth and deception, is a very hard pill to swallow. It’s like trying to achieve an understanding of how things work and how they are put in place for us to notice.

Its strange how this world functions and how rare it may be to notice the beauty within our world and within our lives. We tend to look at “What’s wrong” vs whats going great in our lives. The negative energy of what is missing in our lives transpires into something that we cannot explain. It creates confusion and negativity. Accepting your surroundings and your life situation, I believe to be extremely difficult.

Re-creating a world within your world is necessary. Silence and peaceful surroundings seem to help stable the mind.

When I take a peak back, I have to admit, its sad. Sad to know the experience of hurt and sorrow I have lived with all these years and never made an attempt to change who I was. Changing the way I live, the way I think, and the way I believe has been life altering.

A Withdrawal of the world I once knew to a NEW world of beautiful inciting benefits. Who would not change a world of deception, lies and ego for a world of Pureness, happiness and bliss??

Re-creating who I was to who I am, has been the best decision I have made for ME. People may not understand as their time may not be now. I believe that when the call has been made for them to awaken and see the REAL beauty to life, they will know in detail the transformation and Re-creation of one-self is definitely needed.

I have not seen an elaboration on this sentence, but I will share my idea of this statement…”The truth will set you free..” Realizing the inner truth of what you are and who you want to be, could be a very extreme leap in your mind. DO NOT believe the ego in your mind, ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE.. You can manifest your dreams, your desires, the moments are endless however, you ask yourself, “How will I achieve this, I see no light”.. You are the light, make it shine.. Ask help from your higher-being!

YOU CAN DO IT!!

I must admit, my total transformation is of a warrior.. A warrior that runs with tools within me to accomplish my inner goals, values and methods. Lets all be warriors in our lives. Be aggressive and in possession of YOUR OWN LIFE.

..Blessed Be..

Soul Transformation

Posted on 20th October 2011 in Emotions, Inspirational

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My Soul has transferred so many times over, I am finally at my finish line!

I believe in my mind, we are all in a transforming state. It seems that we all have different opinions, different options. We all reap the good things in life, but in different ways.

My soul has transformed many times over. I am excited that I have achieved mastery.

I am truly blessed.

Everyone has a time for their goal. It’s how this goal its achieved and if you are willing to play by the rules.

Life is a total game with several games put together..

We have an economy based board game with paper money.

We have games with chances that provides hope and wisdom.

We also have adventure games that provide ideas.

All in this life, is just a personal and emotional game. A game ”within yourself” (your inner soul) that’s in war with the game that transpires in your outer world. Faith based or not, I assure you that if you start working on the inner you, you will see your true outer beauty.

Everything in life is based on actions and decisions.. We act on what we “Think” should be done.. I believe that if we stop “thinking” and start feeling and understanding the real controls of our bodies, we all will be able to sense what is needed to transpire a beautiful world. The world starts within US. If we don’t like our current living situations, then do something about it and now you will say, “I don’t have the money to do what I need to do”.. I believe that if you place your MIND into something that you truly love and motivates you, then you can research ways of starting this new project. Look at other alternative ways to create what you are desiring. Look into another way of life or a different avenue to take that leap.

The Universe loves when we leap for ourselves.. When we create for ourselves first, we are able to provide for others.

The Universe within you will overpower your senses and it will be a balance of mundane and spiritual all at once.

It is a very powerful experience to have the Universe alive within you.

The Universe is everything, just like YOU!!

Different worlds

Posted on 5th October 2011 in Inspirational, Self motivation, Twin Flame

Creating a balance within the mysteries of yourself and everything around you is absolute key.

When we are balanced and we become who we are in the best of ways, we tend to open portals around us. These portals lead to several different places, different opportunities, different circumstances. You are the creator of your reality. You create it every second of the day.

My reality consisted on , “How people seen me, How people perceived me”.

I believe my life change was a very dramatic and overwhelming one for many. It was not that I intended it to happen this way. This is how my feelings towards everything and everyone unfolded into events and circumstances. I told the Universe to surround me with like-minded people. The Universe wiped my slate clean.

I know, I am not like everyone else. I know, I am different.

Different worlds reside within us. It is us to decide which world we want to chose. Choices needing to be made. Limits and deadlines to meet.

I know the world within me is the path I had chosen to take.

Realizing who I am and what I am, is not an easy task.

Staying on a devoted path is hard, but I don’t like easy..

I believe that when two worlds are opposite, (it could be on love, life, finances, etc…)you need to balance the situation so that you are able to make a balanced decision. We indulge ourselves into things until our stomach aches of overwhelming ‘”Stuff”. Why not enjoy the moments while they are passing by, why do we rush into things?

Different worlds show different journeys and paths. It shows different direction and education. It shows us different paths in different ways. It is up to us how we initiate them or direct them.

I started to think the other day. “If I decided to open up to the realm of love, what would i expect to happen”?

I feel like the the person that walks into my life, needs be open minded. This would be a must.

This person must love the way I love.

Definition of my love;

This person must love me unconditionally. You know, that love that never breaks. The love that flows like an endless river. We will love every single one of our flaws, as this makes us who we are. This person will not judge me, nor I will judge them. This person will see me perfect in their eyes because they will see and know my flaws as I will theirs. We have no jealousy in our relationship. We are open to do what we want. We are secure within each-other. Limitless love in all ways, shape and forms. We will not want to change we we are as we are solid in our paths. We respect each-others path.

This is what I call an Unconditional Love

If this person does not love this way, then we will not be able to share ourselves with each-other.

Loving Different Worlds for what they are is a beautiful experience that everyone must experience.

It is sad that this world has been driven on dependency, reliance and hatred. People are over “Fake” and “Independent” people. We all need to be “Ourselves, you know the person within you”. Who cares who has what.. People are attracted to honest and real people. Be real and you will see the magic unfold in one or other ways.

Find your world within. Choose which side to play..

Turning Point

Posted on 4th October 2011 in Emotions, Inspirational, Self motivation

There is always a turning point in life, no matter what it may be. Just make it a good outcome.

There is always a life turning point somewhere. I believe, if the turning point is good, you can celebrate. If it turns out bad, well then, you need to start planning—> “Plan B”.

Everyone always try to “assume” an outcome. They believe that a pattern can never be broken.

I believe if we all open our minds a little, we should provide the benefit of the doubt. I believe that, someone someday, will break that pattern. Once they do, they create a joy because it was a new experience.

I mean, I really hate routines.

A turning point in life should also be in the “Material World”, i mean….. who really needs it?? I see everyone getting mean and rude over “Mundane” things. I believe “mundane” things should be the last on our list. Loving one another and becoming a “One BIG happy family” should be our concern. How to help that person that may not have a bed to lay their head, or no food on their plate for days.

I believe that if we open our minds just a little and NOT judge, we will see a turning point on many things. Ideas are created daily with thoughts. We need to use them and open ourselves to something new within our lives. Awaken with nature and Love unconditionally.

We all need a turning point in our lives. Even if we all are living the most grand time. I believe altering our paths a little is fun and we learn through experience, of what we like and what we don’t like.

A turning point should start with a positive thought, so in the end, it will end up in a positive state.

Start loving everyone around you and especially providing time for yourself . Awaken within you, that power you await to unleash.

Unleash yourself into that turning point in your life and be where you want to be!!

Start Manifesting and make your dream into reality!!

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Invasion

Posted on 1st October 2011 in Emotions, Inspirational

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Invasion is what we feel, once we see that we have been deceived.

I feel that an “Invasion” process within us happens very often. In myself, I have realized and come to terms with invasions, I allowed in my life.

Having feeling invited within, is a difficult feeling. Especially once you realized it was all created by yourself.

I struggled alot emotionally and mentally. I had to find the cause of me allowing “Invasions”. Invasions to me is; when something lays within your mind and heart. That something then created guilt, hurt, pain, and suffering.

The invasion was something that I needed to “coupe” with, but alone. It was a visious cycle and I felt that I needed to get out of it, in some odd way. It was like a burning feeling in my gut, and i knew that i had to listen.

When I made ammends with my pain, guilt, hurt and pain. I became another person. I became something that I have always wanted. It was a life altering and life changing decision. I am very glad I made that choice.

In my transition, i had left a lot of individuals behind. I am not alone, but those chosen to stay around me, are more than just a family to me. I know they are the split image of me, and I hold them extremely close to my heart.

I dont feel guilty in any of my decisions, as I walk cautiously.

The invasion I once felt, is completely gone.

I am fearless.

I have Strength.

I have prosperity in all ways.

I am an achiever.

These are only a few things that I always wanted and now have. I have the freedom my Creator has given me.

I can only express, that my changes, in life are breathtaking and blissful.

Do not let the invasion within your hearts get the best of you.

Stand up for what you believe.

Be awake and aware at all given times.

Love your neighbor as you love thy self.

Never be selfish and always be giving.

If you are having a good day, make it an excellent day.

Lets all make a difference within ourselves and tell the invasion “Its over” and create a new loving day.