My Twin Flame

Combining God with Goddess….

Posted on 17th November 2011 in Inspirational, Twin Flame

Imagining how it would be to love again is not as difficult as I thought it would be.

As I lay on my bed, imagining how it would be to have an addition, an enhancement within my life. I close my eyes and I all I see is dark, pitch black space/ nothing. I relax……

My imagination runs wild, like a little child in a huge white room with tons of paint brushes painting the room. The child runs with its innocence with a smile and blissful feeling. I start to create and imagine in my mind while laying on my bed.

I begin to see myself walking. I am walking by myself. As I walk, i see myself in another place that is unfamiliar and unknown to me. As I walk, I feel the warm breeze and the sun as it starts to warm my golden light brown skin. I find myself walking on a sidewalk. The sidewalk starts to lead to a small walking park. It seems to be a park that enters a city.

As I walked, I start to appreciate the scenery around me. I see how beautiful nature is, no matter where nature lye’s.

I start to smell the breeze that carries the scent of wild flowers. I sense how nature is responding to the loving vibrations I provide to it. I smile.

I start to walk and I happened to see you. You were in the park but on the opposite side of where i was walking. I could see you in-between the small bushes. You were tying your shoe. You then proceeded to walk.

I started to analyse your ways in walking, the way you embraced nature, and your smile of happiness. You have this genuine natural style about yourself. It is vibrant and seen by many. These are the couple of highlights I seen of you within the moment. Your confidant walk and style has me wanting to approach you.

I walk to where you were walking. I smile and stopped you.

I looked into your eyes and you kindly said, ” Hi…. can I help you?” I said “Yes, I wanted to know if you wanted a walking partner?” You smiled graciously and said “Yes”.

We started to talk and walk. The more we walked, the more conversations of similar and like minded beings, we seem to be. The conversations we held were endless.. Conversations I strive to have with others with no luck, I was able to have with you within seconds..

We walked and talked for hours. As I felt the butterflies within my stomach, I refused the feeling of “butterflies or lov-ish stuff”.

We became friends…

I then started to open my eyes while lying on my bed. As I lay there, I smile thinking of how beautiful it will be to meet you one day. My best friend, the one that understands and will stick by me as any best friend would.

I close my eyes to have one last imagination/manifestation.

I start to imagine…..

You and I sitting and drinking hot Organic herbal tea.

Again, we are enjoying the moments we are enduring together. Our different but similar backgrounds bring us to learn more and more of each-other. Teaching each-other different views and points in life. Discussing who we are and where we come from.

As we draw closer and closer as friends. I find myself generating loving energy and releasing it towards you. You feel the energies from my body towards yours. You receive it in delight, feeling my strong energies- having us wanting each-other increasingly by the second.

We begin to kiss.

Our kiss started passionate. It was a kiss of bliss. We immediately felt the passion

My blood cells could not run as fast. The adrenaline rush felt incredible. My skin tingled with ecstasy. Your lips are of honey and delicate.

I opened my eyes…….. Alone, laying on my bed with a smile….

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I love the Universe, the power of Manifestation, and Imagination…

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Passion Within

Posted on 13th November 2011 in Inspirational, Self motivation, Twin Flame

Passion runs through my veins and into my………..

As I sit here and look at this screen, I think to myself, how much I love to express myself through my writings. It is a relief to have an outlet and run with words to describe what it is that I am thinking about or even miss in my life. I believe we all miss people, situations or memories in some way, shape or form. I believe we think about, “What could have been or could have”?

I sit thinking why the world is so chaotic, everyone seems confused or desiring an easy way out. It seems lifeless, without a purpose.

A life without a purpose, strives no passion. Passion is the fuel that creates that fire within.

The fire that burns inside and has us create that inner courage we strive, in order to be able to continue.

I sometimes miss the times of being “in love”. I miss the times that I enjoyed the company of a being. I also remember that “burning sensation” of burning passion and blood rush. I sit at times daydreaming of the same memory clips but with someone “unknown”. Someone that I have never seen in my life but imagine within my mind. I then, begin to feel that burning sensation, that passion. I enjoy my inner sensations of being me and it is a blissful feeling.

I know that the Universe will provide all of us

Different worlds

Posted on 5th October 2011 in Inspirational, Self motivation, Twin Flame

Creating a balance within the mysteries of yourself and everything around you is absolute key.

When we are balanced and we become who we are in the best of ways, we tend to open portals around us. These portals lead to several different places, different opportunities, different circumstances. You are the creator of your reality. You create it every second of the day.

My reality consisted on , “How people seen me, How people perceived me”.

I believe my life change was a very dramatic and overwhelming one for many. It was not that I intended it to happen this way. This is how my feelings towards everything and everyone unfolded into events and circumstances. I told the Universe to surround me with like-minded people. The Universe wiped my slate clean.

I know, I am not like everyone else. I know, I am different.

Different worlds reside within us. It is us to decide which world we want to chose. Choices needing to be made. Limits and deadlines to meet.

I know the world within me is the path I had chosen to take.

Realizing who I am and what I am, is not an easy task.

Staying on a devoted path is hard, but I don’t like easy..

I believe that when two worlds are opposite, (it could be on love, life, finances, etc…)you need to balance the situation so that you are able to make a balanced decision. We indulge ourselves into things until our stomach aches of overwhelming ‘”Stuff”. Why not enjoy the moments while they are passing by, why do we rush into things?

Different worlds show different journeys and paths. It shows different direction and education. It shows us different paths in different ways. It is up to us how we initiate them or direct them.

I started to think the other day. “If I decided to open up to the realm of love, what would i expect to happen”?

I feel like the the person that walks into my life, needs be open minded. This would be a must.

This person must love the way I love.

Definition of my love;

This person must love me unconditionally. You know, that love that never breaks. The love that flows like an endless river. We will love every single one of our flaws, as this makes us who we are. This person will not judge me, nor I will judge them. This person will see me perfect in their eyes because they will see and know my flaws as I will theirs. We have no jealousy in our relationship. We are open to do what we want. We are secure within each-other. Limitless love in all ways, shape and forms. We will not want to change we we are as we are solid in our paths. We respect each-others path.

This is what I call an Unconditional Love

If this person does not love this way, then we will not be able to share ourselves with each-other.

Loving Different Worlds for what they are is a beautiful experience that everyone must experience.

It is sad that this world has been driven on dependency, reliance and hatred. People are over “Fake” and “Independent” people. We all need to be “Ourselves, you know the person within you”. Who cares who has what.. People are attracted to honest and real people. Be real and you will see the magic unfold in one or other ways.

Find your world within. Choose which side to play..

June

Posted on 17th June 2011 in Emotions, Twin Flame

Lonely

June has been an interesting month for me. Not only is my birthday in a couple of days, I have been truly busy.

This month has shown me how wonderful and how hateful people can be. It has taught me to stay true to your true friends and cut the ones off that are never there for you. I believe that when two souls join together on a platonic level, the soul tells you what kind of person they are. Why is it that we ignore these feelings? I believe that the path we chose was to experience and learn something new.

June also brings me hope in my love life. I feel it so close yet so far away. At times I find myself demotivating myself, but I know that he will enter into my life at the perfect time. It will be aligned so that it will be blissful.

June has been a mental stimulation with different people and situations arriving. I believe that people like me should try to analyse but in a stable manner situations and grasp them. Learning something does not mean that you understand grasping the concept. I believe that we need to mature the actions we need to improve on.

June has been a month of creating boundaries and balance. Something that seems to easy but hard to master.

The rest of June is a month to explore. I cant wait to see what it has to bring me!!

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Posted on 8th June 2011 in Emotions, Inspirational, Misc, Self motivation, Twin Flame

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Meaningful Flame

Posted on 23rd May 2011 in Inspirational, Twin Flame

Love.

A flame is very meaningful in so many ways.

I believe that every flame that is lit, shows purity. It shows strength, durability, and power. This is the flame that will continue within my life.

It seems that there are a lot of signs out there that show us the meaning of a word. It shows the reality of it all.

Believing in something that you so desire in life will show progress within the manifestation. It is like a rainbow that slowly appears. When you see it, you know what it is. You start to feel excited and happy because an emotion of seeing a rainbow is soothing. Again, another symbol or significance of a word. If we all gave meaning to everything, we will all see that meaningful flame.

I am in the process of matching the meaning ” Meaningful Flame”. I have given so many words their symbol that I am ready to relate my symbol with an individual. I know that he has not come into my life just yet, but it is being manifested in the utmost beautiful way. It will be an impact of seduction, freindship and loyalty.

Think of the word that you want to resemble . Create the meaning. You will see the creations soon enough.

Feeling Sadness

Posted on 16th May 2011 in Emotions, Twin Flame

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I am a strong soul. A soul that fights for the best and never settles for less. A Soul filled with Love, energy, dignity, and passion.

I know I have all of these qualities. I know that I am obsessed with work and home life with my kids.

I do limit my time and make time for me. My kids encourage it. I do all I can and the best that I can of what I do.

When I sit alone or start thinking. I start to feel sad inside. I wonder why I may feel this way. I have everything I need, a house, a car, kids and work. So, why do I feel the way I do?

I start to think of different things that may go on in my life. I start to think about my behavior patterns. I analyze everything I have done previously and what I need to be doing. I see myself keeping myself occupied and socialize with my network . My network of friends has meant more to me now, more than ever. I love making friends. The close friends I do have, I guard them and am very loyal and faithful. I d0n’t ever want to do them wrong, I want to help them in all I can.

I then start to realize and understand the entire picture.

I occupy and balance myself but as I do, i still feel sadness. Like if my soul was crying for someone. My soul paints a sorrow picture. I look at it and feel it. I then feel sad.

I realized that my path has changed. It has changed to the better. I believe the the inner me is mourning the old path. I have let everything go. I am letting the Universe take charge this time. I am letting the Universe make me become what I need to become. I will see the un-imaginable happen. I will see a huge celebration as the Universe is taking me there.

I love the Universe with all my might!

sad girl

Looking Beyond

Posted on 11th May 2011 in Inspirational, Twin Flame

Jump Then Fall,

At times looking beyond the impossible, shows to be possible.

My surprise in life is how easy it is to live such a beautiful life without complicating things. It seems like the world passes us by. We do not give it the second of the day to even appreciate the beauty of nature. What is even more sad, we reflect life as we reflect ourselves. In this case its giving yourself time for you. You get caught up in your daily life. You never take time to appreciate who you are, the beauty around you, and take Time for “YOU”.

It was hard for me to do it all. I finally came full circle and now well balanced. I found myself (finally).I am here to help you. It is not easy but it is so worth the different stages that you go through. It took me 33 years to get to where I am and I am in bliss. I need to tell the world, how beautiful life really is. How ”changing your mindset” and the way you live, it creates the most magnificent masterpiece ever. No One can tear you down. No one can tear you apart. You are who you are and be proud of it! I am.

No One is never better than anyone, you can only better yourself.

Looking beyond the picture will enable you to be a stronger and healthier person. You need encouragement only from yourself.

Keep true to you, trust your instinct and fully analyse. I guarantee you success. No one applies inner beauty and energy to things anymore. They try to go outward and “Try”. Its not all about trying, its about acknowledging and achieving your purpose.

I am here for you always.

Be true to you as you are so beautiful!!

Jump Then Fall,

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Beautiful Creations

Posted on 10th May 2011 in Inspirational, Twin Flame

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Beautiful creations are everywhere!

Creating an inspiring poem, lyric or stories add up to emotions and creations. Creating a mutual balance in feelings and writing, you will create a masterpiece. A masterpiece is something someone created through feelings and thought. A feeling of greatness and and a thought of brilliance. How can that not be the perfect piece?

Creating a masterpiece is brought by a thought, then by a feeling. The feeling indicates somewhat a re-assuring to the thought. Go with your gut feeling. It will always tell you what you need to know.

You are a beautiful creation made by the Universe.

Dont hesitate to do something you may regret it later. If you want to do something, go for it! What is there to lose? A rejection? We get tons of those daily. Take that step today as it could be a commence of something wonderful.

click your heals three times, and make that beautiful creation!!!

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Reminding Myself

Posted on 6th May 2011 in Emotions, Twin Flame

Summer

Reminding myself that life is not all about having love from another guy/girl. Its about how much I love me and my life. Reminding myself that the Universe will let create what needs to be.

At times, I feel as i am walking in a field. One that is so large all you see is land and wild flowers. The sky so blue that it looks like a dark crayon fill-in. The feeling of the huge hot sun. A warm spring breeze that tickles the skin.

I look at the beauty of Mother Nature. I feel free and happy. But when I look around, I am all alone. I have no one to share this beauty.

I start walking and with a sigh, I start to imagine someone with me. I imagine a strong handsome man. One that is confident with himself. He is a dreamer like me. He is streets smarts as well as head smart. He has these beautiful eyes that seduces me and has me lost within them. His soft skin and beautiful smile. You can see from afar that he is humble but strong. He loves challenge and diversity. He has weird ideas as I do. We are both loved by society but are pointed out as “Crazies”. He is open and crazy as I am. Has passion in his profession and supports me with mine.

I imagine us holding hands walking through the fields. He starts to tell me how his day went at work. He tells me these crazy stories of him and his buddies when they go out. He tells me the stories of what happened through-out the day and I tell him mine. As we walk we are laughing at our corny jokes and his weird sounds that he makes with his mouth.

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As we walk he grabs a purple flower, Then another. He grabs them in a sneaky way so that I would not see. He stops walking. I slow down and stop and turn to him. I smile and ask, “Why did we stop”? He smiles and pulls me towards him. He takes the flowers he picked and slid the petals down my face. He grabs my hands and places the flowers there and holds them. He looks straight into my eyes and says, ‘You are what I have always been waiting for. You are exactly what I asked the universe for. I thank it everyday for finding you. I went through so much pain in this lifetime. I have suffered, I made wrong decisions. I have seen things that you could never imagine. But, I did these things because down deep in my heart, I knew I was going to be with you. I almost died once, but I felt a strong energy and it brought me back! I knew subconsciously it was from you. You are the doctor that has brought me back to life. I love you”. Tears are rolling down my eyes because deep down within my soul, hidden away, I felt the same emotions, turmoil, and loving spirit. I knew he is my Twin Flame.

I kissed him. It started out to me soft and genuine. He couldn’t contain himself and we started to kiss very passionately. He grabbed me very close. I could smell the sweet natural scent on his skin. I could feel his warm and firm body. It was a magical moment feeling blissful.

I opened my eyes and only realizing it was an image. I was taken away mentally.

Once I realized I was alone again, tears start to roll down my face. I realize that I feel full in life but I want to meet my Twin Flame.

I feel as if I am anxious to have the touch of that special person, that make the butterflies go wild in my stomach. I feel frustrated because this image is not in my current reality. I feel stagnant..

I sit here and realize that, I have so many friends that love me like family and their love is enough. I need them in this transition of my new path. This is the path I chose and I embrace it. I realized that things will happen at the perfect time. I have no rush, I have no deadlines nor am I in a race.

I will only wonder what my Twin Flame is thinking, feeling or if my Twin Flame is having a good day. I send loving and protection energy so that my Twin Flame will always be in the best care of the Universe.

I am waiting patiently for you, Twin Flame!

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