My Twin Flame

A prison is not always what it seems to be, but an inner experience within ourselves.

When thinking about a prison, we seem to focus on a negative and black gloomy place. A place that only negative energy resides. It becomes an overwhelming feeling of sadness or confusion. This is the inner prison within us.

Everyone has an inner prison. We need to enter ourselves and start asking ourselves what we need to change or how different should we change our views. Instead of researching outward, lets start researching inward. We need to find our inner child and release it from its prison that we have enslaved it in. Mending our past and changing our future will release us from guilt, anxiety and resistance.

Being able to recognize and admit to our inner prison, is a huge step in your process. A process of  healing.

The inner healing is a process and will not be healed over night.

You will start to see your inner strength develop and become a stronger and more independent individual.

Your dependency starts to slim and you will feel as if you won the lottery overnight.

Working through our inner prison and mending our pain with self nurture, is the best remedy as this is a personal self adventure. Sometimes you will feel that you may need a mentor. Start researching books that you feel fit your interest. Start to explore more than your comfort level. You will see your inner mind expand and become powerful!!

I have recently come across  on a great inner strength revelation. The revelation  of my past inner state and current life strategy. Once you mend your prison and convert it into your safe haven, you will have personal revelations about yourself. You will see your inner beauty and you will grow like a beautiful flower!!

I sit on the back deck of my home. I look around and look at the patio. I am relaxed drinking coffee. Then  i start to look at the sky , I see the bright blue skies, puffy white clouds and an airplane flying by with a white Stream behind.

I feel the warm breeze caressing my skin.

The sun kissing my bronze skin.

I start to imagine life. I start to imagine how my life is currently. I then start to create what I desire in my world, my life. Memories with creations come to mind. I start to smile as the thoughts are very pleasant.

I start to imagine myself at work. Thinking of any rocks that are blocking my path to success. I start to analyse and build a strategy to overcome the rocks and how I can move them. I believe that there are solution to any problems that anyone has. I know that it is not easy, but if we get to thinking about the nitty gritty of the rocks, we can see a way around it or overcoming them.

Then I start to think about my kids. I start to realize everyday that I have awesome kids . Although they know how to press my buttons when needed, they do.. LOL It makes me laugh because I love their defects and their perfections. I see how blessed i am to have a beautiful family and able to grow with them. My Kids care about nature and the world. Kids with huge hearts and very giving. I love to see how they interact and most of all…………. having them hug me on a daily basis.

I start to think about how beautiful my friends are. I start to think about all the times we gather together , sitting and hanging out on my back porch talking and laughing. The most beautiful thing,  that they know how restrained my life and time can be. They respect me as a person and make additional time to come see me and hang out. My friends are my family. They are extremely important to me. They know the “Real” me, they know what I like, my defects, and when I am down. My friends are what help me create my journey. We gather and create together. How beautiful is that?

I then start to think how beautiful my life really is.

What a beautiful creation.

I know that with my perfect creation will come the person that I will call one day “My Twin Flame”!!

Before we start a new beginning, we always hurt at the end.

It is sad to see the endings come.

When a new path starts in my life, I always end up hurting over a loss of something or someone. It is a hurtful experience, however we learn from everything we go through. It seems as if the world tears you apart from things in this world that I have learned to love. It is very hard and hurtful to say goodbye.

When we get over the hurdles in life, we look back at the experience and learn. We learn, “what and what not to  do”.

When the new path arrives, you learn new things and meet new people. You see light at the end of the tunnel. You see a streamline of positive affirmations. You see a change within yourself. Confidence starts to run through your veins.

Hurting to view the goodbye, is something that we all need to do. We need to go through a certain grieving process so that we can mourn the loss of that person or thing.

A New start is positive…

A bloom is all I needed to have my dreams come into reality.

A bloom in life is what we all need to better ourselves. I believe that we all can make that “Big Boy” or “Big Girl”  decision in our lives for ourselves. Not having that “dependency” of someone Else’s opinion. When we have that gut feeling of knowing that our idea or thoughts can become big, then we need to do it. Why wait until someone knocks down that awesome idea and it could have generated a huge amount if income. Chose your battles. Make it easier on yourself!!

We all were given a brain for something. Use your brain and your mind power. Set yourself up to that “Test” of reason.

I was one that always needed another’s opinion. I have found that if you keep depending on someone else, your self confidence and dreams are not at its potential. When I started to withdrawal from this, it was not easy. I have done it.

Time to time, I present different options and opinion on huge projects to my management, but know since I am confident, all of my ideas are embraced. I believe we all need to be like this.

When you let yourself become yourself, you will start to bloom into a beautiful and powerful flower.

Keep your head up and start walking with confidence, so you too may bloom!!

Happy Blooming!!!