Departing old Spirits

Posted on 30th December 2011 in Emotions, Inspirational, Self motivation

Heaven's Tears

Departing Old Spirits can be difficult and exhausting.

I believe, that in life, there is a cycle. Whether is may be  a pleasant one or a viscous one. It’s how its chosen and how we apply it in our daily lives. I understand that everyone has a way of dealing with things, but I also realize that we need to be aware of how we apply things.

A cycle can be so viscous, that we forget what  our purpose is ,why we cant break out of the ways we live, or the double minded ways we live. We choose to blame others and never look at our faults. We make ourselves believe something that we know down deep in the core , that it is wrong. We like the drive of Ego and force things in such a negative way. It is sad..

Departing who you are ,  to what you want to be, is not an easy task. This task relays on self-discipline and self recognition (Faults, guilt and fears).  At times, I feel myself struggle with departing with old spirits, I believe this is normal.. We must remember our roots and where we began from.  It is a photo graph of a memory we either cherish to remember or never return.

When we depart from old Spirits, it is not only indicated towards our inner spirits, but from those spirits around us. Oddly enough stated, but extremely true.  Everyone on this mundane plane has a spirit. Whether you like it or not. You are a spirit, and with you are others. We are in this body looking for answers that are unanswered. We are, who we are.

We all have our differences, we all know this. We all know , that No-one is created exactly the same . Why we try to be like someone else, I have no clue.. It seems as if everyone  is lost. Walking around in the same circles, without a notice of their pattern. We get bored with the same viscous cycle that we start to look and see who else we want to be.. If we all became at peace, with who we really are within core,  we would romance ourselves and love that inner spirit just as I have. Immersing yourself within yourself is an amazing feeling. It is a feeling of pure love. You then will forget all of your pain, doubts and “thinking”. You will enjoy that spirit and have a beautiful and positive outlook in life. Your life would convert in complete bliss. A bliss NO-ONE can replace.

Lets  depart old spirits and walk in bliss with Laws of the Land.

Stand Firm.. Let’s do it!

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Weakness

Posted on 21st December 2011 in Emotions, Inspirational, Self motivation

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Sometimes I wonder, if knowing “The Truth” is a blessing or a path of challenges  that need to alter my state of mind even further, in order to achieve a strategy.

As I sit on my comfortable bed, I start to wonder “Why” and “How”??

The wonder within my head starts to increase with questions, guesses, answers, and pointless thoughts. I begin to realize that my head is not my mind. My mind is powerful with insightful knowledge. A database of the source.

I start to research the burning questions, the  urge of an answer.

As I sit and wonder, I also sit and research. I become open with the unknown and try to understand what I need to understand. I come to realize that this world does not need complete understanding.. What we need, are the understandings of what makes us grow.

Being fearless and open to the experiences, being able to embrace what is being presented to you is a challenge at times.

Knowing the knowledge you desire, will place you in odd places in your life. This experience will open up different portals within your mind, It will expand as new, vast knowledge  running through your veins, blood and body. It is a quick speed of electricity that converts into a powerful energy. The energy is released within me and explodes through-out. The explosion creates great harmony within me.

The weakness is gone. I feel joy.

Weakness is everywhere, we must not catch it. We must be strong.

Weakness is a beginning point, that converts into strength.

Strength always overcomes weakness.

As I write this, I  realize something beautiful.

“Life” is a school.. We are taught how to live, We educate ourselves, and we learn our purpose and/or truth.

Weakness is only the source of origination for strength. We need weakness to build strength..

Weakness is merely a stepping stone leading towards strength..

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Being who I am

Posted on 7th December 2011 in Emotions, Inspirational, Self motivation

I am who I am, although the world today is too quick to judge.

I am different, Unique and diverse in so many ways. I am limitless. I am Trinity. I broke away from being a Human.

I am  an eagle that soars anywhere and everywhere. I have no limits nor boundaries. I take risks and learn from the outcome, whether good or bad.

People are quick to judge my actions and decisions. What people lack to understand,  when I take an extreme leap into an unknown path, it is for a reason. My path was never created to be a stable one. It’s created with great excitement, A Grand purpose, and strategies. I could never be bored with life as it takes me to so many levels with enlightenment through-out my path.

I love being who I am, although people are quick to not understand my decisions.. What people lack to see, is that this world needs no understanding of others decisions, what matters is your own. We grow from them, not into them.

I am diverse. I love being different and Unique. I love who I have become. I am in heavenly bliss with myself.

When we endure the pleasure of who we are and what we have become, it becomes a pleasure within all realms. We become more aware of who we are and our surroundings. It is like you have awaken from a deep sleep. You awaken to a cruel reality and ask yourself, “How we became oblivious to it all and tolerate it for a very long time”.

Life is made for the experience.

Life is made to be enjoyed.

Life is made to learn.

You are made to be a Leader.

I love being who I am, because I am me. No-one can live me but me.

This is truly beautiful, as it is you being you!!

Natural inner beauty is the way to go!

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Re-Creations

Posted on 26th October 2011 in Emotions, Inspirational

Withstanding how much I miss you is harder then I thought!

Re-creating who I am is the most challenging task, I had to ever take!

Re-creating who I am and remembering who I was, is very difficult. Knowing truth and deception, is a very hard pill to swallow. It’s like trying to achieve an understanding of how things work and how they are put in place for us to notice.

Its strange how this world functions and how rare it may be to notice the beauty within our world and within our lives. We tend to look at “What’s wrong” vs whats going great in our lives. The negative energy of what is missing in our lives transpires into something that we cannot explain. It creates confusion and negativity. Accepting your surroundings and your life situation, I believe to be extremely difficult.

Re-creating a world within your world is necessary. Silence and peaceful surroundings seem to help stable the mind.

When I take a peak back, I have to admit, its sad. Sad to know the experience of hurt and sorrow I have lived with all these years and never made an attempt to change who I was. Changing the way I live, the way I think, and the way I believe has been life altering.

A Withdrawal of the world I once  knew to a NEW world of beautiful inciting benefits. Who would not change a world of deception, lies and ego for a world of Pureness, happiness and bliss??

Re-creating who I was to who I am, has been the best decision I have made for ME. People may not understand as their time may not be now. I believe that when the call has been made for them to awaken and see the REAL beauty to life, they will know in detail the transformation and Re-creation of one-self is definitely needed.

 I have not seen an elaboration on this sentence, but I will share my idea of this statement…”The truth will set you free..” Realizing the inner truth of what you are and who you want to be, could be a very extreme leap in your mind. DO NOT believe the ego in your mind, ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE.. You can manifest your dreams,  your desires, the moments are endless however, you ask yourself, “How will I achieve this, I see no light”.. You are the light, make it shine.. Ask help from your higher-being!

YOU CAN DO IT!!

I must admit, my total transformation is of a warrior.. A warrior that runs with tools within me to accomplish my inner goals, values and methods. Lets all be warriors in our lives. Be aggressive and in possession of YOUR OWN LIFE.

..Blessed Be..

 

 

 

 

 

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Soul Transformation

Posted on 20th October 2011 in Emotions, Inspirational

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My Soul has transferred so many times over, I am finally at my finish line!

I believe in my mind, we are all in a transforming state. It seems that we all have different opinions, different options. We all  reap the good things in life, but in different ways.

My soul has transformed many times over. I am excited that I have achieved mastery.

I am truly blessed.

Everyone has a time for their goal. It’s how this goal its achieved and if you are willing  to play by the rules.

Life is a total game with several games put together..

We have an  economy based board game with paper money.

We have games with chances that provides hope and wisdom.

We also have  adventure games that provide ideas.

All in this life, is  just a personal and emotional game. A game  ”within yourself” (your inner soul) that’s in war with the game that transpires in your outer world. Faith based or not, I assure you that if you start working on the inner you, you will see your true outer beauty.

Everything in life is based on actions and decisions.. We act on what we “Think” should be done..  I believe that if we stop “thinking” and start feeling and understanding the real controls of our bodies, we all will be able to sense what is needed to transpire a beautiful world. The world starts within US. If we don’t like our current living situations, then do something about it and now you will say, “I don’t have the money to do what I need to do”..  I believe that if you place your MIND into something that you truly love and motivates you, then you can research ways of starting this new project. Look at other alternative ways to create what you are desiring. Look into another way of  life or a different avenue to take that leap.

The Universe loves when we leap for ourselves.. When we create for ourselves first, we are able to provide for others.

The Universe within you will overpower your senses and it will be a balance of mundane and spiritual all at once.

It is a very powerful experience to have the Universe alive within you.

The Universe is everything, just like YOU!!

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Turning Point

Posted on 4th October 2011 in Emotions, Inspirational, Self motivation

There is always a turning point in life, no matter what it may be. Just make it a good outcome.

There is always a life turning point somewhere. I believe, if the turning point is good, you can celebrate. If it turns out bad, well then, you need to start planning—> “Plan B”.

Everyone always try to “assume” an outcome. They believe that a pattern can never be broken.

I believe if we all open our minds a little, we should provide the benefit of the doubt. I believe that, someone someday, will break that pattern. Once they do, they create a joy because it was a new experience.

I mean, I really  hate routines.

A turning point in life should also be in the “Material World”, i mean….. who really needs it?? I see everyone getting mean and rude over “Mundane” things.  I believe “mundane” things should be the last on our list. Loving one another and becoming a “One BIG happy family” should be our concern. How to help that person that may not have a bed to lay their head, or no food on their plate for days.

I believe that if we open our minds just a little and NOT judge, we will see a turning point on many things. Ideas are created daily with thoughts. We need to use them and open ourselves to something new within our lives. Awaken with nature and Love unconditionally.

We all need a turning point in our lives. Even if we all are living the most grand time. I believe altering our paths a little is fun and we learn through experience, of what we like and what we don’t like.

A turning point  should start with a positive thought, so in the end, it will end up in a positive state.

Start loving everyone around you and especially providing time for yourself . Awaken within you, that power you await to unleash.

Unleash yourself into that turning point in your life and be where you want to be!!

Start Manifesting and make your dream into reality!!

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Invasion

Posted on 1st October 2011 in Emotions, Inspirational

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Invasion is what we feel, once we see that we have been deceived.

I feel that an “Invasion” process within us happens very often. In myself, I have realized and come to terms with invasions, I allowed in my life.

Having feeling invited within, is a difficult feeling. Especially once you realized it was all created by yourself.

I struggled alot emotionally and mentally. I had to find the cause of me allowing “Invasions”. Invasions to me is; when something lays within your mind and heart. That something then created guilt, hurt, pain, and suffering.

The invasion was something that I needed to “coupe” with, but alone. It was a visious cycle and I felt that I needed to get out of it, in some odd way. It was like a burning feeling in my gut, and i knew that i had to listen.

When I made ammends with my pain, guilt, hurt and pain. I became another person. I became something that I have always wanted. It was a life altering and life changing decision. I am very glad I made that choice.

In my transition, i had left a lot of individuals behind. I am not alone, but those chosen to stay around me, are more than just a family to me. I know they are the split image of me, and I hold them extremely close to my heart.

I dont feel guilty in any of my decisions, as I walk cautiously.

The invasion I once felt, is completely gone.

I am fearless.

I have Strength.

I have prosperity in all ways.

I am an achiever.

These are only a few things that I always wanted and now have. I have the freedom my Creator has given me.

I can only express, that my changes, in life are breathtaking and blissful.

Do not let the invasion within your hearts get the best of you.

Stand up for what you believe.

Be awake and aware at all given times.

Love your neighbor as you love thy self.

Never be selfish and always be giving.

If you are having a good day, make it an excellent day.

Lets all make a difference within ourselves and tell the invasion “Its over” and create a new loving day.

 

 

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Life after Death

Posted on 26th September 2011 in Emotions, Inspirational, Self motivation

Life after death is confusing, but a very beautiful one!!

When I kissed myself goodbye, I had a mourning process. One like, a death of a family member.

I started to feel at a complete loss. One that overtook my body and my mind. I found myself crying and feeling sad. It felt as if a family member was in the midst of dying and I am awaiting for their depart. It felt really sad.

I remember asking my friend Colleen, “why is it that I feel sad? Why do I feel as if I am pre-mourning a death”. It seemed as life was different in a very odd way. It was like, entering a new world and an unknown one.

I felt changes within my life. I started to realize my life was in a great alteration mode. A mode that makes me feel more of a self reliant person,with a feeling of conquer in my world. I love the altered me.

I have found my journey to be quite amazing.

Death now is a memory. All of those that were left behind in my death has now permanently stayed in that category, unless we are like-minded.

I believe that when individuals unite and spend beautiful and important time together, they cherish and enjoy time. I believe the time does not need to be with those that you were programmed to be with or in your comfort category. Opening up different paths will prevail. Having like-minded mentors, or a mentor in a higher category that is trustworthy.

Being able to move forward in life, is one step closer to yourself .

Be the “True” you and don’t let anyone take that away from you!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Stoned Man

Posted on 5th September 2011 in Emotions, Inspirational

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If you have never sinned before, throw the first stone NOW !!

Did anyone really throw a stone?

I don’t believe so, if you are a non-sinner, it’s first nature not to judge (Duhhh, LOL I had to say it). Non-sinners respect and accept those that are different. Non-sinners love everyone endlessly, even if they are at fault. Non-sinners know the “Golden” truth.

Walking away is the best policy.

A lot of us tend to point at others for what they do or what they say. We like to tell people how crazy someone’s lifestyle is and how they should change their actions to something more appropriate. We then tend to think that they should not think that way as this is not, what society has taught us.

Why do we assume these things??.

Is it due to believing that everyone else thinks this way??

 But, do they?

When I hear gossip, I know this is not the kind of group I want to hang out with in the future.

These individuals are insecure of themselves and their inner being and they can’t handle someone else’s lifestyle.  Most likely its either because their insecurities tell them that they should not even think about doing something like this or they may have a hidden desire and fear facing their truth. Facing a truth is harder than any other judgement in this world, especially when it pertains to our own-selves.

Pointing out the truth and faults that we have in ourselves is far more hurtful than we can image. Letting go of the past and accepting your new future is hard for a lot of people that are only used to one lifestyle or way of thinking. Altering what we believe is harder then  convincing yourself to pee in a cup for a nurse.

Altering your mentality to who you really are will surprise you. You will see the inner you transform to something so beautiful and powerful you will be dumbfounded in what you can achieve.

A stoned man needs to be left in the past. A person that cannot move on from a situation, will never succeed, as it is a “Distraction”entertained by yourself and you feel as if you were in  a chaotic place with little light. People will continue to dwell on the past instead of letting it go. Sometimes I wonder if we like hurting ourselves over and over by thinking about our past hurt, guilt and pain. We never let them go, yet we are the first ones to ask our creator for help but become an “Indian giver” (Meaning: giving something to someone and taking it back after giving) and never let it go. We decide to hold on to our sufferings. We start to feel hopeless as we do not see a change in our lives. We don’t even realize that we took our request back from our creator. This is why no-one sees hope and we convert them into hopeless efforts.

Everyone is a stoned man at one point in their life, unless you were raised in a non-egoistic atmosphere and lived as such since the first time you remember breathing. We stone ourselves for the stupidest reasons and we hang on to those as well. We begin to look like Santa Claus at Christmas time but instead of gifts, we have a bag full of baggage (guilt, pain, hatred, materialistic,feeling lonely…etc).

An true awakened stoned being is, Strong, Self dependent,Observant, Analytic, and being limitless. A true awakened stoned being comes out of his shell and conquers his inner soul, being, and surroundings. A true awakened stoned being becomes a rock inside and knows  the inner power in their mind and the power of being fearless..

Lets all unite as Powerful true awakened stoned beings and become a peaceful and maintain awareness as it was intended since the beginning!

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ALONE

Posted on 31st August 2011 in Emotions, Inspirational

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1. separate, apart, or isolated from others: I want to be alone.

2. to the exclusion of all others or all else: One cannot live by bread alone.
3. unique; unequaled; unexcelled (to surpass; be superior to; outdo: He excels all other poetsof his day.)  He is alone among his peers in devotion to duty.
The perfect power of You!!
……………Alone…………..
At times I sit back and think, why is it that I love to be alone.
I believe that…… When a Woman is alone, we gain strength, prosperity in every given way, excitement, and confidence.
Women are extremely strong willed, especially those that have children.
When a Woman is alone, we gain a huge benefit in life that not everyone may be able to enjoy. We gain an inner strength to guard and guide us. We make the impossible possible. We maintain a tactful form. We are beautiful. We are powerful.
Strong Women are what drives men to improve things around him or maybe improving himself. Men are usually content alone unless they are needy, begging, and non-self driven and they must have someone to sustain them. They fit in the “I hate me category” listed below.
Strong Women have that energy no one can resist. We are seductive in many different ways. We carry that drive, both within us and around us. We are here to nurture and help those in need.
 ”Alone” is what converts woman like me!
Although there are woman that do not like to be alone. A woman that does not like to be alone is one that is driven by a man. One that cannot help herself nor her self esteem. She rely’s simply on a  man as she has no motivation nor drive to improve her skills.
A woman that uses herself to be with a man as she feels that she cannot be self reliant….., are ones that hate themselves, think they are ugly, always look at another girl to see what that girl has or what looks better than her, always feeling lonely and best of all , she never takes fault in anything she does as the truth hurts!
A woman that solely depends on a man is a woman that needs to re-asses her pain, guilt and fears.
Start to overcome them by realizing your dreams. ….
What do your dreams tell you??
Are they painful?
Are they Chaotic?
Are they calling for help in any way?
Is your mundane world upside down?
Nothing ever seems to work as they need too.
People are mean around you.
Gossip.
Drama, Drama and nothing but freakin DrAMA
Hateful remarks.
Negativity all around you.
A wish for a better change.
The need for a better mate.
(I love this last one… Remember, it will not happen unless you love yourself FIRST.. There will never be a better mate!!)
All these are signs of what you feel within you. These are signs that you need to see and realize around you so that you maybe able to improve what you need to alter within you.
If you keep doubting and hiding the truth within you, you are hurting yourself. Please do not get offended over reality. If you fit the “I hate myself category”, welcome to the “I hate me club” because there are so many of you out there! Don’t be afraid of truth, just realize it and fix it!
Being Alone was a beautiful gift, given to me by My Creator. My Creator new that I needed a huge transition so that I may be, who I am today.
I love myself and hope that you may as well..
May you be blessed in your journey!!
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