My escape

Posted on 23rd November 2011 in Inspirational, Self motivation

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My escape became an addiction.

My escape became an addiction of many controversies.. Controversies within…

 I became addicted in asking questions and demanding answers.. Something like “Neo” in “The Matrix”.

My addiction became so intense that I started to question Spirituality. The questions became quests to small adventures of knowledge and vast expansion of the mind. An expansion so deep, that i do not possess the words to describe such experience.

My escape grew deeper within. The hole became very dark and wide. I am fearless, I dove in with great pleasure.

I woke up to a beautiful experience and a horrific truth. A truth too horrific, it forced me to become more aware and alert of all that is taking place around and within me.

The door of glory was around the corner, but I had to pass the dark tunnel to get to my inner/outer peace.

The experiences, losses and gains were worth my journey and path. I have come to terms with my decisions to maintain my whole peace.

My escape, is a place that I created within my soul.

A place I  imagine my Own.

A place where I find my inner happiness.

A place of inner contentment.

I believe everyone should create an inner “Happy” place to maintain the inner balance needed within.

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Combining God with Goddess….

Posted on 17th November 2011 in Inspirational, Twin Flame

Imagining how it would be to love again is not as difficult as I thought it would be.

As I lay on my bed, imagining how it would be to have an addition, an enhancement within my life.  I close my eyes and I all I see is dark, pitch black space/ nothing. I relax……

 My imagination  runs wild, like a little child in a huge white room with tons of paint brushes painting the room. The child runs with its innocence  with a smile and blissful feeling. I start to create and imagine in my mind while laying on my bed.

I begin to see myself walking. I am walking by myself. As I walk, i see myself in another place that is unfamiliar and unknown to me. As I walk, I feel the warm breeze and the sun as it starts to warm my golden light brown skin. I find myself walking on a sidewalk. The sidewalk starts to lead to a small walking park. It seems to be a park that enters a city.

As I walked, I start to appreciate the scenery around me. I see how beautiful nature is, no matter where nature lye’s.

I start to smell the breeze that carries the scent of wild flowers. I sense how nature is responding to the loving vibrations I provide to it.  I smile.

I start to walk and I happened to see you. You were in the park but on the opposite side of where i was walking.  I could see you in-between the small bushes. You were tying your shoe. You then proceeded to walk.

I started to analyse your ways in walking, the way you embraced nature, and your smile of happiness. You have this genuine natural style about yourself. It is vibrant and seen by many. These are the couple of highlights I seen of you within the moment.  Your  confidant walk  and style has me wanting to approach you.

I walk to where you were walking. I smile and stopped you.

I looked into your eyes and you kindly said, ” Hi…. can I help you?” I said “Yes, I wanted to know if you wanted a walking partner?” You smiled graciously  and said “Yes”.

We started to talk and walk. The more we walked, the more conversations of similar and like minded beings, we seem to be. The conversations we held were endless.. Conversations I  strive to have with others with no luck, I was able to have with you within seconds..

We walked and talked for hours. As I felt the butterflies within my stomach, I refused the feeling of “butterflies or lov-ish stuff”.

We became friends…

I then started to open my eyes while lying on my bed. As I lay there, I smile thinking of how beautiful it will be to meet you one day. My best friend, the one that understands and will stick by me as any best friend would.

I close my eyes to have one last imagination/manifestation.

I start to imagine…..

You and I sitting and drinking hot Organic herbal tea.

Again, we are enjoying the moments we are enduring together. Our different but similar backgrounds bring us to learn more and more of each-other. Teaching each-other different views and points in life. Discussing who we are and where we come from.

As we draw closer and closer as friends. I find myself generating loving energy and releasing it towards you. You feel the energies from my body towards yours. You receive it in delight, feeling my strong energies- having us wanting each-other increasingly by the second.

We begin to kiss.

Our kiss started passionate. It was a kiss of bliss. We immediately felt the passion

 My blood cells could not run as fast. The adrenaline rush felt incredible. My skin tingled with ecstasy. Your lips are of honey and delicate.

I opened my eyes…….. Alone, laying on my bed with a smile….

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I love the Universe, the power of Manifestation, and Imagination…

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Passion Within

Posted on 13th November 2011 in Inspirational, Self motivation, Twin Flame

 

Passion runs through my veins and into my………..

As I sit here and look at this screen, I think to myself, how much I love to express myself through my writings. It is a relief to have an outlet and run with words to describe what it is that I am thinking about or even miss in my life. I believe we all miss people, situations or memories in some way, shape or form. I believe we think about, “What could have been or could have”?

I sit thinking why the world is so chaotic, everyone seems confused or desiring an easy way out. It seems lifeless, without a purpose.

A life without a purpose, strives no passion. Passion is the fuel that creates that fire within.

The fire that burns inside and has us create that inner courage we strive, in order to be able to continue.

I sometimes miss the times of being “in love”. I miss the times that I enjoyed the company of a being. I also remember that “burning sensation” of burning passion and blood rush. I sit at times daydreaming of the same memory clips but with someone “unknown”. Someone that I have never seen in my life but imagine within my mind. I then, begin to feel that burning sensation, that passion. I enjoy my inner sensations of being me and it is a blissful feeling.

I know that the Universe will provide all of us

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