Searching Lancelot

My Dearest Lancelot,

I send you kisses everyday. No matter where you are.

I wonder if you feel them touch your skin?

My obsession is you. You are the lifeline that keeps me uplifted and alive.

You are the one that fills my soul with love, energy and life.

You inspire my kids like no one has ever done. You took them under your wing and nurtured them as if you were their biological father. You teach them what life is about and how important it is to become a better them.

You have done more for us emotionally than anyone else in our lives. You care for us, you nurture us, you pamper us, and most importantly you love us unconditionally. We feel the pureness of your love. We feel the inner you.

The inner you is so beautiful. It is magic. One that cannot be explained, but felt.

When you are not with me, I feel you. I feel your energy. It is so pure and perfect. You are the perfect me, and I am the perfect you. We are as one and this is how love really should be. Its so pure that you dont know how to take it. A love with no limitations, no ego, no jealousy, only of Love.

Did you know that you are the one I send kisses too daily?

My lips pucker and softly releases kisses of pure, soothing and sexual energy. I sigh every time I release a kiss to you.

I wonder once the kiss touches your skin from afar, do you feel any sensations?

Do you realize that it is I sending you kisses?

Do I even cross your mind?

Answer me Lancelot, what do you feel, what do you think, what do you sense?

Remember my dear, It is the loving part of me, loving you in spirit.

I love you and I forever will!

Sincerly,

Guinevere

When my lips touch yours, it is so soft but warm. Your lips talk to mine. It runs like liquid that lay on my lips and continue to sink into my skin. I can feel the deep connection that it has.

When you detach your lips from mine, I still feel the warmness of your lips. I can feel the tingly sensations that it left behind.

I then feel my lips becoming numb. The numbness starts to run into my skin all over my face.

I feel a cool sensation that feels vibrant and alive. I then look into the mirror and see a glow on my face. I see the love you have ingrained into me. I smile only to know that you are within me.

Passing you up would have been the worse thing I could have ever done.

I look within my soul, I see you there.

I look within my heart, I see you there.

I look within my mind, I see you there.

I look within my dreams, I see you there.

You are all around me. I feel in complete bliss.

I am so happy that I said “Yes”.

I used to have fears. Fears that you would one day get up and decide I am not the one for you.

I fear no more.

I see the true love you have for me through your eyes, actions and emotions.

I thank the Universe that you are with me.

I thank the Universe that you believe in me.

I thank the Universe for all of you.

You are astonishing.

Not only are you vibrant and breathtaking within my eyes, but you are extraordinary in all ways possible!

I love you Lancelot !!

I miss you when you are not with me. It is like having to wait for a vacation that is merely a week away, It feels like an eternity.

Did you ever think that you could ever have someone love you the way I love you?

I am sure that you may have thought of someone loving you, but have you thought of the immense love I hold for you?

When I am with you, it is like no one else exists in this world but you and me.

If only you knew how much I really love you, the love itself would fill the entire world, overflowing into the universe. It then overflows into the galaxies and into all the planets around and beyond us.

Can you honestly grasp how much I love you?

Does the amount of love I have for you scare you?

I never loved this way.

I never truly felt what love really was or what it truly signifies.

All I know is that my love for you is something everlasting. Something that very few people could relate.

I am sure of what I want and what I need and this my dear is YOU!

I give you my heart so that you may nurture it, love it and keep it safe.

I want you to fill it with your love so that I can feel the love you have for me every second of the day.

I want you to keep it away from harm, but love it as if it were your own.

The day you gave me yours, I never locked it up. I simply took it and placed it in the empty spot of where mine used to reside. Now I have you with me every second of the day, just loving it as it were my child.

I promise you, that my love could never run out, as it is vast.

I love you!

As I grasp life with you. It tends to be amazing.

Amazing because we breathe at the same speed. We love with the same strength. We have the same desires.

It seems that we think at the same speed on the same wave length.

Grasping life is so beautiful with you. It is a ray of life and us grasping it together in our hands while smiling at one another.

We are one. We belong together, we are whole.

When you and I are together we are lighting that bolts down to the ground that shakes the earth something fierce.

Loving you is what keeps me going.

Loving you is what keeps my soul living.

Loving you is what makes life more interesting.

Loving you is what makes me happy.

I see your blue eyes in the morning.

I see you smiling at me, always whispering to me the words “I love you”.

Grasping life with you is what takes me into everlasting bliss.

I desire you.

I want to devour you.

I want to absorb you.

I want you to soak within me.

I want to vanish within you.

I want to compress myself within you.

I want my energy to dissolve within you.

I want you to drip entirely within me.

You are the nutrition my body needs to maintain nourishment.

I know that I am the same for you.

I Love you!

You came Just in time for me.

Thank you Lancelot..

With just a touch of your fingers running down my back, it makes me want you even more.

While your fingers run down my back, I start to imagine so many things. My mind starts to wander. It starts to think about how happy I am. How life finally gave me what I have been waiting for. Someone that finally understand me. Someone that loves me like they love themselves. It is truly amazing. I start to feel the love that runs from your fingertips onto my skin and how it sinks within me. I feel the tingly sensations that your fingertips leave upon my skin. Bumps start to dwell over me. I feel the sensation of your vibrations that wrap around my body. I feel you all over me. It is a feeling that i cannot deny. One that overtakes my body and only calls your name.

I start to think about you. How much I mean to you. How much you mean to me. How much we are alike. How much we are as one. It is a feeling that so many desire but not many have. The ones that can experience true bliss as we are. It seems that every time a thought crosses our minds we are thinking almost the same things. When we talk, we beat one another to the same topic we were about to discuss. When we feel vibrations, they are of love just like the other was feeling. When we speak, we only speak the words of love. How many can really experience this?

When I touch you, I caress your body. I feel your respiration with my hands. I feel you in the state of comfort, feeling love, feeling me. I know you are feeling my energy of love because the only words that come out of your mouth is “I Love You”. You usually grab my hands and wrap my arms around you and you always hug me tight. I feel so safe in your arms. How can this be? A feeling very new to me as I never felt this with anyone before. Not even with any past frogs.

When we lay at night, we have to force ourselves not to talk as the sun is ready to rise. Lack of sleep overcomes our bodies but we always, some way, some how re-energize each other with our love. We do this everyday. How many people can actually converse and feel content like this every night?

I have the feeling that I have known you for a very long time. My children feel and tell me the same. How can this be?

Am I dreaming?

When we are lying on the bed at night, we always lay in the same position. The position of our heads touching each other. Our hands holding on to one another’s hand as if we never want to let go. Then I realize that we always lay the same way all the time. Is this how we used to lay in our past lives? It feels so comforting and natural. It feel so right.

I don’t think I could ever get tired of you. If I do, it would be like being tired of me, which is impossible.

When I awake next to you, I open my eyes and I see you. A smile is upon my face and I hug you every morning. It is so comforting to see that you are with me. You are there and are real. You are not a dream. I sigh of contentment but at the same time of relief. I know I have you. I know I will Never let you go.

I cannot believe that with only a single touch I feel all this and in complete bliss.

I love you!

My dreams are filled with you.

My thoughts are filled with you.

You are embedded in my mind.

I wonder if you are feeling the same as I?

I sometimes wonder if you feel the same way I do.

I sometimes wonder if you want the same as I do.

I sometimes wonder what you would do after you completely know me.

I sometimes wonder if you would ever leave me.

I sometimes wonder if you would get overwhelmed with my busy life.

I sometimes wonder if you really know what you are getting yourself into.

I sometimes wonder if my emotional state in life will ever tire you.

Did you know that what we have not everyone will be able to feel the bliss we feel?

Did you know that we are the envy of many?

Did you know that we WILL be together forever?

Did you know that you will always fill my heart and No ONE else would fit in it?

Did you know that you are what I have ever wanted?

Did you  know that we were made for each other and no one could ever take this away from us?

You are a part of me and I am a part of you. You have been in my dreams and in my soul.

I am thankful to the Universe that you stepped out of my dreams and became my reality!

I love you with all my heart and with the core of my soul!

Making love to you would be  just like I have dreamed it to be..

Making love to you, feeling your warm body, your warm skin against mine would make my skin feel tingly of excitement.

I can imagine the very first time that you and I are together it will be complete paradise.

*****

You and I excited to be together and make sweet love. We are in your room. We are kissing each other. Your lips very warm and soft against mine. Your tongue against mine. We kiss slowly. We kiss with love. It has passion. You take your right hand and start caressing the back of my neck underneath my long brown hair. Your left hand rubs my back up and down. I hear in your breathing that you want me.

I start to caress your back while we kiss with both hands. Not knowing if I should go further. Not knowing when it would be a good time to proceed. I feel your right hand start touching my back. I then feel your hands going towards the front of my body. I feel you unbuttoning my blouse. We are still kissing. I hear you breath a little deeper.

You take off my blouse. I feel your hands touching my breasts over my pink bra. I feel your hands caressing my breasts  and going down onto my stomach and caressing. I feel very horny but I want the moment to last. I want this moment to last forever. Like a broken record that stays on the same tune.

You struggle a little to take off my pink bra. Finally, you were able to take it off. I feel you taking it off completely. You then start to touch my bare breasts. I hear you mumble. You gently lay me on your bed. You start to suck my breasts and play with my nipples with your tongue.I start to caress your hair. Your hair falls in between my fingers. My body is charged with loving energy, awaiting to be released in ecstasy. I feel tingly sensations through-out my body. I feel my blood rushing. I want you to fuck me, but I know that I must wait so that I can enjoy this moment, enjoy you.

You start to kiss my neck and I gently pull forward and pull off your shirt. I start to kiss your chest. OMG, this warm beautiful body of yours. It makes me want to devour you. I want to devour you in a way that you have never been devoured in your life. In a way that wants me to eat you and have you inside of me. Where you can always be with me. Where we can literally be ONE, a whole.

I start to unbuckle your belt. Unbutton your pants, unzip them I did. You were standing up while I was sitting on your bed. I take my hands and I pull down your pants. I seen your white underwear. I slowly pull them down. I start to giggle. I have a huge smile on my face.

I take your hard dick in my hands and feel the hardness of it but I feel your skin so soft. I take my mouth and I place your hard dick into it. I start to suck softly. I feel your dick and your veins. I feel your hands on my head. I feel your hands gently pushing my head as you love the way I suck your hard dick. I hear your breathing as it is getting heavier than ever.

You lay me back down on your bed. It feels so soft on my bare back. You start to unbutton my pants. You pull them off. I feel your hands taking my pink panties off. I feel your hands gliding from my hips to my breasts. You start to kiss me and you touch my bare breasts. You then place your dick into my sacred canal. This had my body tingle even more. It was a sensation I barely remember. You touched me and made love to me so gently. I was wet. So wet, you could feel it and you loved it. You loved the way I lubricated your dick. It entered so easily.

I started to kiss your neck with passion. A little more than just gentle. You kissed me too, it was a little more than just gentle. I wanted to cum but I held it because I wanted more of you. This was so precious. Precious because it was with you. My perfect piece. The one I have been waiting for. This was soooooo worth the wait.

I whispered in your ear, “My turn to drive”. You giggled and we both turned so that I would be on top. This was the best part. I love to be in control. Taking control and taking over is what I love.

I started to move my body on your dick. I started to move my body on your dick in an exotic way, this felt new to you. I hear you mumble once more. I could not make out what you were saying. But, I knew you were where you needed to be. You were loving me. You were feeling me. You were wanting more.

I was riding you.  I could not hold back. I started to cum. I started to breath heavy. You can see in my reaction I was in complete ecstasy.

I can tell you that when I had cum, I can feel the stars shining, the moon extremely bright and the sounds of the earth alive. Like if  life itself was happy and with complete joy that we were together. It was like everything around us was finally together.. It is weird to explain. But, I just knew that everything around us, even the air was just right, complete, whole, in union just like us.

You seen how my body was in ecstasy. I had passion that ran through my entire body, the passion was in my blood, running through my veins. You started to cum. I rode you even harder because I knew you were in complete bliss. I felt the cum all in and around my pussy. I knew that you loved the way I made love to you.

Making love to you is like something I have never experienced in this lifetime. It was something that I would want to experience over and over again. It is something that I want to feel every second, minute or hour of every day. I would not hesitate to consume you and have you within me to feel the ecstasy that you cause when we are together.

When We finished making love, I layed on you chest, I looked up to you and whispered , “I Love You”.

This is how making love to you will feel!!

You Mark my heart with your name!

How would it be like to wake up everyday by your side?
Everyday would be precious and beautiful being by your side!

How would it be like to eat with you everyday ?
It would make my food taste like everyday gourmet cooking. We would have excellent conversations and laugh with the kids. You will never again eat alone.

What would it be like to sit in the livingroom with you watching a movie?
It would feel great, as we would cuddle like high school kids. We will feel our warm bodies together.

What would it be like to shower together?
It will be amazing. Having you caress my entire body and feeling me all over. We can even play like kids splashing water and laughing.

What would it be like to be in the same car together?
It would be the most spectacular thing becuase we will converse, laugh and even do something naughty.

What would it be like to sleep together at night?
It would be the most passionate time. We will be together and become as one. We will have passion and we will have wild sex to complete our night. You will be anxious that the night arrives so that we can become one soul. We will sleep as one.

This is how it would be. Complete package, Love,Laughter,Kids and Us!

I fell in love with a complete stranger. I looked into his eyes and my world was spinning. It was spinning because I felt that I was dizzy and in a daze. I loved the way I felt. It was an impact. It was like it was meant to be. Not sure why, all I knew is that i felt my spirit rushing through my veins and through my body. It felt right. It felt perfect.

As I try to speak, words mumbled out of my mouth. It was like my mouth was paralyzed. Something that has never happened to me before. It was like I was not able to carry on a conversation. It was scary, but I knew that it was out of delight as well.

I didnt know how to act, as my body was in complete shock. I tried to move and walk or do anything for this matter. But I was still.

He gazed into my eyes. He smiles. He tells me how beautiful I am. He tells me that it is rare to see a beautiful woman with such amazing eyes. He says he can read my soul. He says he knows who I am without me saying a word. We are complete strangers, so how would he know? But he details me to the “T”. I am amazed. He tells me that he has been looking for me. He searched high and low and he finally finds me out of nowhere. I am surprised and speechless. Nonetheless dumbfounded to what he tells me.

I finally sigh and I know that I am able to move. I look into his eyes and say, “Wow, Finally I am free. Able to soar like the eagles in the sky. I have been searching as well. But I thought I would never find you so I stopped searching. Once I did, I found you”.

We both kissed and it felt like I have kissed these lips in the past. It felt so warm, Passionate, yet so “Right”.

This is us.