Searching Lancelot

Hey Fans.. I am on a new journey. I am closing this blog, However I am starting a new one on http://desiredpartner.com/TwinFlame . Please visit my new blog. It is dedicated to my Twin Flame and to me! Be blessed!

Happy New Year 2011. New Me, New Blog!

Welcome to Searching Lancelot!

This blog was created in search for my Soul-Mate Lancelot.

I have created this blog in dedication to him.

I also am on a mission to help others that have felt the same as I in relationships to help build a stronger foundation for those that need some type of understanding of something that may be missing within their relationship. I have been through so many different experiences that I can only share my feelings and what I have gone through. This can help others that are experiencing the same things.

I have love letters, self encouragements, Adult stories and more on this site.

I am on a mission to help anyone in any way I can to a better path by sharing my feelings and thoughts.

My goal is to share my failures and learning experiences to others so that they don’t commit the errors I have..

Happy reading..

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Welcome to My Blog.

I started this blog after someone had inspired me with his writings of poetry. I was never really a reader of blogs. When he had sent me his link to his blog, I became addicted. It made me realize that in this world anything is possible. I mean, I have kept a lot inside and it was time for me to express myself, my feelings.

I am out soul Searching for my Soul mate. Not a lot of people will actually go out and place their feelings via blog.  Anything and everything is OK, if you make it OK. Ultimately, you are the one to make the decision at the end of the day and determine what is “Right” or “Wrong”.

Do you know what it’s like to walk in your own shadow, The one that is lonely, hurt, not feeling loved,  deceived, and just plain old Blah?? I do and let me tell you that it’s not pretty. I found that writing out what you feel and expressing it, makes you feel good. You are in your own little world and you feel safe. You feel that you are loved, secure, Free and beautiful. This is what we feel in my world. So, I am showing you who I am in my world.

I am in search for my soul mate. He and I lived a happy but sad life in our past. We lived in the medieval times.
Have you ever thought who you might have been in  your past life? Well, I know who I was and I had a love so big that I want to have him back in this life. We had promised each other that we would find each other in this life. I am in search for him. All of these love letters are for him.

My soulmate is someone that loves me for who I am. He does not care about how many kids I have, he only cares to be an addition to my family. He does not judge, he loves to help and make people stronger. He loves as he does not know what hate is. He is intelligent, and knows how to help solve problems. He is stable, and does not need me to sustain him.

We will only be eternally happy.

His name was Lancelot and I am in search of him. He will know that he is the one, because He will relate to me and we will feel comfortable without knowing me and we will feel a strong spiritual attachment without knowing why.

I believe in God, but do NOT believe in religion. Yes, I am anti-religion. I feel strong of my beliefs.. I am extremely spiritual. No one will change my beliefs. I am who I am and this will not change.

I am a very sexual spirit. I love to express myself through sex with my partner. I am very wild and love to show affection. There is nothing wrong with this. No one will change my views. Again, I am who I am. I am EXTREMELY open minded. Imagine the most off the wild fantasies, I am beyond that fantasy.. LMAO I am.. I am honest about it!! I DONT care what people think.. Again, I am who I am.!!

I dont need a man to make me feel whole. I am already whole and love who I am. I have my life together. I do anything and everything I want. I dont have to ask permission. I am free and sour like an eagle. I love it this way. Everyone should live this way!!

You will see my soul through this blog.